Monday, November 21, 2011

New Scale and Cutting Instrument


Finally bought a scale today!!  Though I weighed myself and am disappointed by what I found.  134.6 lbs is nothing to be proud of.

I started on a 37 Day Christmas Weight Loss Challenge on facebook (my ana profile, not my real one).  I started it on the third day so I'll update you till then.

DAY ONE: Stats
- Height: 5'8"
- CW: 134.6 lbs
- UGW: 100 lbs

DAY TWO: The weight you wish to be Christmas morning
- 115 lbs.  That's 20 lbs in about 34 days . . . yikes.  Maybe a more realistic goal is 120 lbs.

DAY THREE: Describe how you want to feel at Christmas dinners/parties
- Christmas Dinners: in control, amazed by my self-discipline, finding pleasure in watching others eat while refusing food.
- Christmas Parties: I want to turn heads, be the girl everyone wants to be, thin and beautiful.

I'm really glad I finally have a scale.  Now hopefully I'll stay more on track.  Although Thanksgiving break is coming up in a few days and I'm worried about that.  My family is going up to visit more family in Minnesota and I'm worried it'll be hard to get away with not eating.  We'll see.

In addition to buying a scale today I bought an exacto-knife.  Sorry to those who don't approve of cutting but that's what it's for.  Anyone who's been following this blog knows I cut myself.  In the past I've always used razors, and once scissors.  Now I want to try something new.  I'm following someone's blog who cut a really beautiful bird into her leg.  I kinda want to try cutting something pretty into my skin instead of just lines.  We'll see =]

1 comment:

  1. What is an exacto-knife? I've never heard of it before, but it sounds useful for cutting!


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