I just want to end my life. Take a bottle of pills and swallow them all. Then wait for them to hit and kill me. Last night I had the same thought, but wanted to slit my wrists. Which I did but not deep enough to do much damage. Just blood.
But I'm sitting here wondering what would happen if I took the rest of my sertraline pills tonight... Or took all 50 tablets of ibuprofen. It could work... No one is here. No one can stop me. No one but myself. So here's the question: do I have the guts?