Monday, October 22, 2012

At this rate I'll never be skinny

Gah.  I just want to lose more weight and it's impossible.  I'm never allowed to skip a meal, Ellen makes that impossible.  I really do appreciate what she's doing.  She cares enough about me to get and stay involved and not explode and get angry with me.  But, at the same time, I wish I could get away with skipping meals.  Eating lunch and dinner every single day is driving me crazy.  I'm 131lbs right now and I want to be 125!!  I seriously need to start exercising.  That way I'll be burning more calories.  I just hardly have time in my schedule.  But I have to figure out something...  at this rate I'll never be skinny

1 comment:

  1. Hell hun, I hate not having internet at home. At any rate, I've missed you lots, lots and lots again.

    I know how you feel, I kinda feel like that myself. It fucking sucks to say the least. But we're determined, we'll find a way to keep going.


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