I'm trying to get on here more often but life has been so hectic!!  I just finished a production of Dracula here at school.  It was my senior research project and my final show here before I graduate in May.  So crazy...  There were lots of tears..  It was an absolutely phenomenal show though and i'm so happy I got to take part in it.

"Recovery" is going well..  I saw a dietitian who set up some guidelines for me.  For starters: breakfast...every morning....  Gah!!!  AND lunch and dinner..  So much food.  But I can do this.  I have a Greek yogurt and a glass of milk every morning.  I need to include more calcium and protein in my diet as well.  But for the most part I get to make my own food decisions and use her guidelines to help my choices.  I also got some blood work done.  Everything's normal :D  Thank goodness.  I was worried.

Haven't cut in like two weeks which is awesome.  I've had the urge but I've managed to resist.  Carole, my therapist up here, has given me some good advice on how to make the feelings pass.  And reading the book "Life Without Ed" has helped tremendously.  I've just started her other book "Goodbye Ed, Hello Me" which is also really good.  And of course Ellen has been amazing through this whole process.  I would be completely lost without her